MechaPencil

Hneh~ Start of a New Year, it seems, lets see how much crazy will happen. I doubt it can be anything less than ridiculous, seeing as how this last years weirdness was... gneh... I's just a sad panda. BUT! I have High-ish hopes for this coming year. ^^

I find the more I sit in the screaming silence of this reclusive state I've recently become just the best of friends with, the longer I'll be able to feel like this. It's curious, really. Like I'm awake, but not, watching myself watch myself. It's a pretty intense feeling, and is hard to describe. Like it's just me, and everyone else are robots, on someone's twisted idea of an off road tourist attraction. The kind you'd rather avoid, for fear of some Hillbilly, who is the proud product of a fourth generation of inbreeding, rape you to death then sling your torn remains tastefully next to the Lilacs his Grandma-sister planted last week. I'm

Okay, so Tim and Eric Awesome SHow Great Job, right? It's about one of the worst television shows out there, but I can't stop watching it. I love it and I don't know why, I can't help it and I feel a deeper shame than I've ever felt about it. I mean... It's just stupid sketches, not that funny. Anyway.... I've been trying to invoke some kind of self confidence thing in myself, but it doesn't seem to be working. People I like, love, or used to hang out with a lot seem to be avoiding me, or moving on from me. Yeah. Makes me feel amazing. Anyway, what else's happened.. hmmm.... Downloaded a shit load of firefox themes, woohoo. Totally amazing.